I had the ideal life and lost it. I am solely to blame for this. I can go into detail if someone is truly interested, but let's say I am now a much humbler and appreciative man for it. I have worked very hard all my life. I grew up on our family farm and my grandparents taught me very early to have you must earn. I am financially secure, own 2 homes, have many friends but cannot find that special lady that will truly love me for me. I had this girl early on in life but like I said, I am to blame for this loss. I tried marriage again only to find she truly did not love me for me, only my money. I try to not let my age slow me down, I am very active outdoors, snowmachining, fourwheeling, jetski, race motocross, fish, hunt, camping, etc. I am looking for the love of my life that would enjoy doing things together as a family, be there to listen, be my best friend. I have alot of love to share, where is the one with whom I can share it 😕:

Looks are only skin deep, true beauty is on the inside. I am looking for my best friend, that special someone to enjoy life with, start a new family??? She should like the outdoors, I live in Alaska and that is one thing we have alot of. I am very open minded so I doubt that there would be anything that we could not discuss. I am not interested in lies and head games, life is too short for this nonsense. She should be sensable, open minded, devoted and loving. I seek a life partner, not someone to just "be here", I seek my best friend.