I hope you have a good sense of humor! Of course, my nickname is a JOKE.... I am not American and definitely not IDOL... No one is ideal, me too. I don`t have too high self-esteem to call myself this way every day!
It`s just a name a of American talent show. And this is what my life right now is... Life is like talent show, especially here in big city like New York, where I live.
Here in Brooklyn, especially, if you are a foreigner, you have to have big balls, or lose... every time. Every day is a fight, but I like it, because it keeps me alive!
I have serious job here, but I am not serious in life. I mean... I always have serious intentions, but I always have positive life attitude, like to laugh, make pranks an d joke!
I am very creative person with many vivid interests. I write books and music, I tried myself even as actress. I have several higher educations...
I am lonely.. It`s not good in young age, but also much worse in my age. All I miss is a true love. I believe that second half exists... somewhere, there is my half too. I am still in my search for HIM... that special man, with whom I can combine my life, make is as ONE, to love and to be loved.